there’s no pretense.

This week has been the most fulfilling and at the same time the most horrible week of my life. One straight week of being the duty instructor (due to various reasons), it was absolutely fun but exhausting. I was so tired at the end of everyday I could think of nothing but sleep, but yet the fulfillment I got was beyond words could describe.

Well who knew that a regular sore throat turned out to be tonsillitis. I’D RATHER BE DOWN WITH 100 SORE THROATS THEN TONSILLITIS. Anyone with Strepsils during the three days seem like a god to me. It was horrible. I felt horrible, eating was horrible, drinking was horrible, brushing my teeth was horrible, even lifting my neck felt horrible. Thank goodness the medicine from the MO worked.

I’m glad the week is over. I’m glad I’m an Instructor. (:

I’m dying to go blading again. :S

On a different note, my new course just came in yesterday. They gotten me so tired, but heck, I’m giving my one hundred percent and I’m having fun.

ECU wants me. (:
QU wants me. (:
BU wants me. (: (:

UNSW apparently lost my application. Well, who cares.

BCU wants me.
IT’S OFFICIAL. LIKE FINALLY.
ACCEPTANCE IS SWEET. (: (: (: (: (:

Updated 06 Oct.

i know there was something special when you weren’t like the others,
when you weren’t sleeping, when everyone else succumbed. and for that,
i know you will succeed and you will do great things. i’m certain,
you know you can. i’m certain though, that knowing that i belief you can too,
will help.

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thanks for your encouragement and your constant belief in me, and for that i am truly grateful and humbled to have found a friend in you. i hope you’ll read this. enjoy your europe getaway jon. it’s an escape and you’ve earned it. (:

I’ve done it. I’ve submitted my UK university application. Australia as well, though it’s just for fun. I want to know that they want me, I hope. (:

Now I’ll wait.