Mysterious ways
I’ve always thought that the biggest regret in my life up till now is not doing well for my A levels; having to let my grades define who I can be, what I can do. But come to think of it, if I had aced my A’s, life would be totally different from what it is right now. I’ll probably be going to NTU. I’ll have a different dream. I won’t be making the decisions I’ll have to make right now. I’ll probably be in SOT. I’ll be heading for a drastically different future compared to the one I’m considering right now.
One thing I know. If I had aced my A’s, my life would be so much easier right now. And my future will definitely be so much easier to contemplate and achieve than now.
But I think I kinda like now. I kinda like my options. I kinda like what I’m considering. A different then would mean a different now. A different then can never produce a same now. Change is constant. Same same but different. Different different still different. Even if I could, I honestly don’t know if I would opt for better grades but a different now. Though now has a lot of room for improvement (i.e. money), I think I might keep now. Actually, I really don’t know.
God works in mysterious ways.
