It’s been a year
It’s been a year.
It’s weird how time passes so quickly. I can’t believe how fast the past year has passed. A lot of things have changed.
This space was meant to be a place for me to write down events and thoughts that I feel are worth remembering. Well, that has changed as well. I’ve decided that life is just too short to and precious to even spend an hour crafting out something that’s worth other people’s attention. It’s funny how even though I don’t care how many people visit this site, I used to write as though I’m a mega superstar.
But today is worth remembering. I thought I would feel miserable today, but I didn’t. I thought I would be lethargic and lifeless today, but I feel quite the opposite. No I haven’t forgotten. I couldn’t. It’s always comes to my mind every now and then. I just can’t believe it’s been one year.
A lot has changed. My priorities have changed, a lot, if I must add. I like the way my life is right now. I’m free, I’m easy. I’m letting go of commitments. I’m picking up new commitments. I am trying out new things. I’m learning new things. I am trying to live my life to the fullest. I am happy.
I am no longer sure what my goals are right now, but that doesn’t matter does it? I love what I’m studying. I’m sure I can figure something out in the next four years. Picking up climbing has been the best thing in SMU so far. I really enjoy it. After a long day in school, it feels great to just tire myself further on the wall. It really takes my mind off everything. I’d rather be climbing than doing anything else.
It’s been a year. I believe that she would want me to be happy, and thus far, I believe that I’m not doing such a bad job. She would be proud.
That’s it. I think I took an hour just to type this out. An hour wasted. Don’t bother checking back because I won’t be posting anything. Maybe next December? Oh look, the snow flakes are falling. I miss you.
